Torn From the Inside Out

Torn From the Inside OutDomestic Violence Narrative Memoir During A Cold, Unseasonal, February Thunderstorm In 1987 Sara Niles Was Forced To Flee For Her Life From A Violent And Abusive Husband, With Five Small Children In Tow Thomas Niles Was An Obsessed, Homicidal Psychopath, Intent Of Killing Sara, And His Own Children, Rather Than Let Them Go The Story Of Sara Niles Is Than One Woman S Story, It Is The Untold Story Of Thousands Of Victims Of Domestic Violence Who Did Not Survive From The Author In The Process Of My Evolution, I Became A Victim Of Domestic War, An Emotional Casualty For A Major Portion Of My Life, Entwined, Entrapped And Emotionally Involved, Until I Learned How To Become Free Freedom Has Never Been Easily Gained And Has Often Come At High Cost Throughout History, But One Thing I Will Always Know Is Freedom Is Worth Every Fight, And All Pain In Every Life There Is A Timeless And Unforgettable Minute Or Day That Will Be Forever Etched Into Our Mind S Memory I Have Unforgettable Memories That Are So Vivid That I See Them In Technicolor, And I Hear Them With Surround Sound Long After I Am Dead, I Believe, I Will Remember Two Of Those Memories Were The Days Of My Escape To Freedomtwice Celebrate The Power Of The Human Spirit Under Fire Torn From The Inside Out By Sara Niles Excerpt From Chapter One Thunder Rattled The Window Panes Two Stories High, And Lightning Split The Sky, It Was As If The Whole World Was In Turmoil That Night My Nerves Were Keyed Up As Tight As Piano Strings, And In A Sudden Moment Of Stillness And Silence, It Felt As Though My Heartbeat Was Amplified Ten Times Over He Was Over A Hundred Pounds Greater Than I, And Nearly A Foot Taller Than I, And I Knew He Could Move His Muscled Body Into Unbelievable Sprints Rain Started Falling In Torrents As The Storm Raged Outside I Was Not Afraid Of The Storms Of Nature It Was The Storm Inside This Night That I Knew I Might Not Survive February 13th, 1987, The Night Of Sara Niles Disappeared With Her Five Small Children Table Of Contents Part I Living On The Flower Bed Of Eden Chapter 1 The Garden Of Eden Chapter 2 Golden Memories Chapter 3 The Age Of Innocence Chapter 4 Upheaval Chapter 5 The Suitor Chapter 6 The Wedding Part II Descent Into The Abyss Of Hell Chapter 7 Storm Brewing Chapter 8 Foreboding Chapter 9 Into The Lair Chapter 10 Bonding Chapter 11 Shattered Dreams Chapter 12 Meanderings Of A Lost Mind Chapter 13 Into The Fire Chapter 14 Gain And Loss Chapter 15 Baby Thomas Chapter 16 Evolution Chapter 17 Touchstones Chapter 18 Para Normal Chapter 19 Paranoia Chapter 20 Yellow Roses Chapter 21 Enter Ariel Part III The Butterfly Borrows Eagle Wings Chapter 22 Building Resentment Chapter 23 The Fight Chapter 24 The Gambler Chapter 25 Full Fledged Chaos Chapter 26 Post Trauma Distress Chapter 27 The Breaking Point Chapter 28 The Milestone Chapter 29 The Power Struggle Chapter 30 The Awakening Chapter 31 The Cold War Chapter 32 Imminent Danger Chapter 33 Retrospection Chapter 34 The Crucible Chapter 35 The Flight Chapter 36 Reconnoiter Epilogue Sample Chapter Of The Journey By Sa Being a product of abuse, this book tug at many memories of mine that I choose to forget My heart ached for Sara and her children in every scene of abuse The author did such an amazing job writing the scenes that I felt as though I was standing right next to Sara during most of the book Be prepared for raw emotions to come out while reading this There is nothing terrifying then walking away, and I commend Sara on the courage she pulled from within to do it I really liked how she introduced us to her childhood because I feel it is a vital part to her life story, and it would have felt empty if she opened the book at the beginning of her marriage I feel so horrible that the author had to live through this horrendous relationship with her husband It honestly broke my heart to read her story, but I commend her o
Torn from the inside out is a non fiction account of a woman who spends thirteen years in an abusive marriage Synthesizing an entire book down to that one sentence robs it of the true horror that this book represents.The book follows Sara from her life as a child to her life as a battered wife What I expected and found in this book is the horrible, repetitive, numbing nature of domestic abuse In doing only that, Sara has done a service with her book For those of you not familiar with domestic abuse, you ll find that Sara expertly guides the reader through the unfortunately well worn path and progression of this pathology Starting with the initial disbelief and ending with a numbness and acceptance of repeated, awful terrors, Sara weaves a tapestry of pure evil and hopelessness Sara has a fine evocative touch with her pen The story begins with a rendering of an almost idyllic life in the rural south during the nineteen sixties Poetic and flowery without being cloying, Sara s style is highly evocative Almost immediately the reader finds themselves immersed in the culture and the period of Sara s youth Slowly, throughout the book, the tone changes to fit the events and people that become a reality in the life of a battered woman, fighting for the survival of h
In Torn From the Inside Out Sara Niles takes the reader through the escalating cycles of abuse Watching her grow from a lively and curious child to a tortured and demoralized wife and mother is a compelling if painful journey This is not a book for the squeamish but it is a book for anyone who has been impacted or has someone in her life who has been a victim survivor of domestic violence Born and raised in the rural south of the 1970 s Sara s story could as easily be about a girl raised in a big northern city no
This is a very touching book about one woman s struggle through the horror of domestic violence It s about how it affected her life as well as her children s life As a survivor of domestic violence myself I want to personally thank this author for sharing her story Now with that being said I also have to say that this book was a hard read for me The Book that I read was copyrighted 2004, and I believe there may be a newer edition available, however the one that
Great book , A wiman after my own heart dont know how you manged but you did God bless you

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  • Paperback
  • 492 pages
  • Torn From the Inside Out
  • Sara Niles
  • English
  • 14 March 2018
  • 9781496137791